Q:You're amazing, that's all I have to say. ♥
no, you’re amazing <3
now i remember why i hate being alone.
Haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh. The plans were never finalized, but left to hang like yarn and twine, dangling before my eyes. As you tear and tear your hair from roots, from that same head you have twice removed now, A lock of hair you said would prove our love would never die.
And I sing and sing of awful things, The pleasure that my sadness brings, As my fingers press onto the strings in yet another clumsy chord. Haligh, haligh, an awful lie, This weight will now be satisfied, I’m gonna give you only one reply: I know not who I am.
But I talk in the mirror, to the stranger that appears. Our conversations are circles, always one sided, nothing is clear.
Except we keep coming back to this meaning that I lack. He says the choices were given, now you must live them, Or just not live.
Q:The only thing I want is to be famous, I want people to know who I am, I want people to cry when they see me, I wanna be that person that someone looks up to, but I'm so fucking depressed, and I don't know how, how did you get so far? You are my star, I look up to you and you have so many fans, HOW DID YOU DO IT?
i dunno. i wouldn’t consider myself famous exactly. and it can be slightly over-stressful at times. and if you only want to be famous, you probably need to reasses your prioraties.
Q:Hey what do u think is the best ways to get out of depressing and a eating disorder without seeing a dr?
hang out with positive people who you find fun. As long as you have something to do, and aren’t bored, it can help keep your mood up. I usually like to have 1-3 people around me at all times (I’m so needy, i know.) As for the eating disorder, i don’t really know. My best guess would be too see a therapist or force yourself to eat more. I’m not exactly a specialist in giving advice on this topic though.
Sorry if the depression one doesn’t work for you, it’s just what I have found keeps me in good mood.
I’ve been making a little money,
Losing a little hope,
I’ve been contemplating joining the Boy Scouts,
And tying rope.
so collegeboard recently stated that they would revise the SAT to make the question more relevant to what students actually learn in high school. here’s twitter’s response 😭😭
I know that you still love me. It’s an article of faith for me that you do and that you always will. And it breaks my heart to think that we night never see or touch each other ever again. But what is even more painful to me is the thought—the certainty I have—that right now you are wishing that you and I never met. If that is true, and I know it is, then I wish the same thing. Because knowing that you could feel that way about me makes all that we has seem like nothing at all. It was all wasted time. That is something I will never accept, even if it’s true.